Today what problem I faced during taking Bini to the operation theatre, how whole day spent outside the operation theatre only I can understand the situation and problem.
Lots of many are spending on HIV/AIDS awareness and Target intervention, but realty is different.
I am facing lots of financial problem during this for Binni. Nobody is here to help Binni either financialy or physically. End of this day, undersatand that there is no use spending time and working for HIV/AIDS.
I wish I would be in other corporate sector then I would be more succsessfull and empowered.
In kolkata which is a big Metropolitan city and capital of West Bengal but where our TG/Hijra community facing such kind of problems, then we can think of other rural area of West Bengal .
One person can’t handle everything and I feel there should be a some one beside Binni all the time, my health condition is becoming bad day by day, its is not possible for a one person to take care of Biin bringing medicine,writing mail , talk with doctors , spending money on her food and cloth maintaining and other stake holders. How long it will be continue………………………… ?
I think I am the only one person who has no work , no office , no family nothing personal life but other’s Agencies, Activest, NGO, CBO, Network, funders etc HIV/AIDS sector field so busy in their world .
People are giving duty as the time of visiting hour but no one is here at the time of operation ,all are busy in their project and money making ,I am really feeling very ashmed and tited from such kind of people .
NACP I, II , III has gone and IV is coming and lots and lots of money has been spent on making statergies and meeting but when our community face such kind of critical setuations or problems where lots of stigma and discrimation are there, But there is no help up from HIV/AIDS sector.
Where is care and support unit? We have not that much capacity to handle such kind of situation and problem . Now I understood one thing which is very clear and true at this moment for me ,that you don’t belong to our community so you can’t understand our pain and problems,you are behaving like that you are a giver and iam a receiver like street begger.you can give services to us but when GOD knows.
My last 10 to 12 years I am giving time to my community and becoming old day by day, spending my deposit but not geeting any help and support and one penny for HIV/AIDS project or HIV/AIDS sector for my community. As A leader of our Transgender community I raised oppose wrong thing for betterment for our community and this is the reason that my self and our organization Bandhan’s members all faced discrimination.
After seen and knowing all this still you are saying we don’t have paper or documents for empanelled. Paper is important or work ?
You are Evaluting us but who will evaluate or judje of your work?
How long this discrimination will be continue with us and money which come for our community will be misuse............?
